



3:12 AM
want to blame.. also put the blame on myself... who ask me to love him... who ask him to be the special one in my life.... i'm feeling very very... *i also dunno how to describe*
but ur words just hit me... like it always does... and i havent cried for 1 month... and i just did again... fark! i dun understand... so now u are saying... u wan me to stay home and not do anything for the next month? do u know that a person will go crazy from doing that.... i dunno wad u mean.. but thats my definition... not stepping out of the house... i rather be dead honestly...
and what do u mean by i dun say i miss you anymore?! are u kidding me??!!! i say that at least 10 times a day... it seriously hit my heart this time.. seriously... i dunno what i can do now... freaking searching for ur scrapbook materials and looking for the best designs... all just for u... and u are telling me all these??? i dun understand.. seriously.. maybe i should just stop working on it in case we dun even last till the end of break....
im just really sad... really sad with ur words... i dunno what else to do... you broke my heart once again.. =_(
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